Sad Day

Today has been one of the hardest days of my life!  Today I dropped Tyke off to be babysat for the first time ever!  My maternity leave is officially over.  I have really struggled with the thought of going back to work.  I love my job, but I love my mommy job more.  I have cried a lot of tears over this but I know it's going to be a good thing for all of us in the long run.  

Tyke is going to be in such good hands and that helps a lot with my anxiety of leaving him.  Aunt Stephanie M. (he has 2 aunt Steph's) will be baby tending for us 3 days a week and for now I'll work from home the other two days.  Come summer time we'll have lots of other options so I can work at work the full 40+ hours.  I'm dreading that too, but easing into it this way should help.

I love my baby boy so much and am missing him so bad!  I can't wait to get home to his happy little face!

Tyke before leaving for the babysitters this morning

*Update: I survived!  I cried a lot, and was about an hour late for work because I was a mess, but I survived and was so happy to get home to my boys after a long day of work! (time seriously dragged for me!)