Long, Party of....FOUR!!

Saturday night I finally gave in and took a pregnancy test and the results were...POSITIVE!!!  Chad and I were, once again, just like: "hmm, I'll believe it when I see it."  (Is it horrible that we don't get overly excited?  We're cautious with our feelings when it comes to baby's, since it took so long to get Tyke here and this one has happened so "easily"...)

This morning I took another test and again it was a positive, a dark little blue plus sign!  I think it all was finally confirmed when I gagged while getting ready for work.  The flashbacks of my mornings at the toilet came rushing back in an instant and I almost cried.  

I called Dr. Nance's office and made our first official baby #2 doctors appointment for March 14, 2014 at 3:00 p.m.  We are 5 weeks 3 days preggo right now!  It's so crazy!  

I have so many emotions right now that it's overwhelming.  I'm feeling so excited and so blessed right now but also a little scared and a little sad.  It's all so hard to explain.  I'm scared and sad because Tyke will no longer be my only baby.  He was heartbroken when I held his new cousin the other night and that look on his face makes me feel guilty bringing him competition that will never leave.  I know it's life but it still makes me tear up thinking about it.  I'm scared to death at the thought of having two babies!  Sometimes I feel like I can barely handle Tyke!  Also, two babies under two!!!!  I never in a million years thought I would be in that position!

We're not sure if we'll find out the gender or not again.  I don't want to, Chad does.  Time will tell.

As luck would have it, and we totally saw this one coming, our tentative due date is October 24th, right around deer hunting season!  Of course Chad and I are certain we will draw this year, finally, because we won't be able to go.  That's alright, I'll take another cute, healthy little baby any day!  Here's hoping and praying for another perfect, healthy pregnancy!!